Smiling depression
I still go about my daily activities, work, exercise, hobbies school etc. but nothing really excites me or makes me happy anymore. I still get out of bed but there’s just this empty void of nothingness that I can’t seem to feel no matter what I do. I just feel kinda dull and as if I’m just going through the motions. Been feeling this since forever tho. Currently I’m kinda depressed and maybe a bit suicidal.
I feel like, my mind is in a fog. I laugh and can be “happy” but I feel empty, joyless.
I do stuff during the day, go places, talk to my friends, make food, play with the dogs, laugh and make jokes and smile. But I feel completely hopeless and exhausted while doing it. I’m never really happy, I never get pleasure out of anything. I feel empty and hopeless and drained.