Save our souls (S.O.S)
I keep drowning in my negative thoughts
I keep drowning in the demons in my head
I keep drowning in all that Ive lost
I keep trying to stay afloat
But I feel like I'm in an ocean
Lost at sea
Looking for something to guide me
Looking for my lighthouse on a rock
I'm floating in the water, Barely staying afloat
My head keeps bobbing below water
Swallowing in the salty sea
Till my lungs are drowning in the salty tears of the sea
I'm barely staying afloat
I keep looking for my lifeboat
Or waiting for someone to throw me a life ring
So I can finally save myself from the sea I've created for myself that I'm drowning in
Once in a while I find a buoy
Or some driftwood hold onto
Yet I always loose strength And it floats away
I keep floating in this ocean of my mind
The ocean is deep, dark and scary
It has no bounds and is endless
I need someone to give me CPR
I am in a deep and scary part of my mind And I can't seem to get out
I keep calling out SOS
Save Our Souls
I keep calling out for help
They all hear
But it's like they're deaf
Or perhaps no one cares enough to try
Perhaps I'm too much, Too big of a challenge
Have had too many bad things happen
Maybe I should be kept lost at sea
And no one will listen or care
Because maybe Im just a lost cause